Fun Catching Up

Yesterday (22nd of January 2009), I caught up with some old friends of mine. Funny story actually, if I recall the way things were organised for this small reunion. Initially, Bernard Ling told me it would be good to have a reunion with the oldies. So I thought, 'Why Not??' I organised the reunion to fall on the Saturday (16th), unfortunately not many were informed due to my last minute decision. I made this hasty decision on the Friday (15th).



Obviously, the reunion was postponed to another date, the Thursday(21st) the week after. This time, everything went really well. We ate pizzas and took pictures at Pizza Hut. To be honest, we were slightly messy because MY lack of organisation and responsibility. Thank God Garnette Fedora was there to help me out. I paid RM 14 for a small piece of pizza, and some coke. *I felt it was worth it though, RM 14 to see my friends eat happily, makes me full* Later on, we went to watch this movie called Legion, which was a little disappointing.. The movie was a little satanic, though..

Moving on..

Well, after movies, Garnette proposed that we should go to Soo Ee's house to have a sleep over. Obviously everyone was shocked, but we still went. We played Spin The Bottle Truth or Dare game, and through that game, I learnt a lot more about my old friends. That might have been one of my happiest moments together with the old friends, because we have not seen each other for such a long time.

Anyways, I will post up some videos or pictures of my visit back to Malaysia. Do wait for them!! I might also post up the orientation and Farewell videos soon!!

God Bless You~

What is this?

Being back here in Malaysia for the second year after my departure, I realise things are very much different to the first time I came back for a visit. Somehow, things weren't as awkward, maybe because everyone is already leaving to KL or Australia for further studies. Everything went well, despite the fact that I was bored the whole time, until...

Until I watched my Farewell Video, two years ago.

Great, my head started to become messy and confused once again. Why was separation so hard, yet meaningless after a while? I mean, why bother being sad when there is still hope of meeting up again in the future? Gosh, selfish thoughts.. Is my life in Malaysia this pointless and saddening? I tell you the truth, I feel empty and meaningless every time I come back to Malaysia. Correction, more like burdened.. To face my old life once again, my old friends once again, is a challenging thing to do. I have to behave in a way that will please everyone. My patience is reaching its limits..

Ahhh......

Even minor things can make me angry these days. I still couldn't decide on what to do in my future; taking up dentistry or medicine. I used to be this person trying to be patient in everything, and I would always be the person to help carry burdens for other people. Where is my strength now? How come I am so weak now? I always tell my buddies that God will never give us challenges that he KNOWS we cannot face.. I am such a hypocrite ain't I? I am not giving up, all I am saying is that I am tempted to give up.. Am I not depending on you enough, o God? Am I not being a good enough child?

There were people looking up to me for advice and problems. I would always be there to tell them how things can be solved or settled, I would always be there to give them my opinion. The outcome is that I am avoiding some friends, eventually I'll end up loosing my love ones.. Where is my self confidence? Is this humility, or cowardliness? Is this rationality, or stupidity?

I need time to just reflect. I need time to Move on..

I need time..

God, lead me to the Cross..

Don't Stray Off...

Dear readers!!

I was thinking lately.

Were we [humans] more religious, compared to the past generation?

Is the religion being 'filtered' slowly and slowly after time?

Are we living in a world controlled by material items [clothings, fashion, or money]?

Don't Stray Off..

We are living on the current religion standards. And obviously our faith has deproved. Humans are becoming less and less religious, believe it or not! What are most of our standards these days? We look up to our leaders and say, "They do these, so there is nothing wrong that I do this as well!" Now, we might not convince ourselves out loud like this, but I am sure each and everyone of us do, in our heart!

Don't Stray Off..

Live by the standards of the bible, not by humans! Don't get distracted from your education, or your future, or even your life in general! LIVE by the standards of the BIBLE!

I am realizing that we are straying off from the bible. Be the one to bring others back, but bring YOURSELF back to the Father first! I was once remembered of a christian talk, and it states "We go through sufferings and pain, so that we can be strong enough to help others go through their sufferings and pain." No man is an island.

I typed this post just to remind myself not to be a hypocrite myself, and I hope this message can give strength and encouragement to others.

May God Bless You..

Life on 18th September 2009..

Updating, just to show that I am still alive..

Greetings to all readers,

Title says it all. I am just posting this blog to inform all you readers that I am still alive. Basically, I am having a critical time now, exams coming right up, but I am just not ready for them. I am getting pretty lazy too, including my eat-and-no-exercise disorder. Plus, I am also eating very oily stuffs, so pimple are popping up like pop corns!

My good buddy at church is getting baptised tomorrow, special day for him. I am also going to be performing choir and a little Micheal Jackson dance tomorrow. So, pray for me!

Recently, I became the member of the Methodist Youth Fellowship (MYF). I had also been elected to be in committee. My job is to make sure my church have continuous contact and a good relationship with a branch church (Eight Mile Plain Church) and also a close relationship with the Chinese MYF. Maybe this is the time I bring change, you know. Maybe not..

Yeah, and I am also feeling a little crazy at the moment. And what I mean is that I am being very inconsistent. Explains the reason why I am gaining weight, explains the reason why my pocket money is always gone, explains why I feel tired all the time.

Sorry, I am always posting sad stuff. I wish I could share something happy with you guys next time. So, look forward to it! In the mean time, take care, do well for exams!

God Bless You..

Tired la~~

Woke up at 10.00 a.m. today.

Wasted time again..
Next week is the exams. From Monday till Thursday.
Tomorrow, I have to go for any interview for a part-time job..
Then at night, I am going to youth, we are celebrating Birthdays..
Then Sunday, there is JYF(Junior Youth Fellowship) and I am leading the kids for some games.
Meaning that I will be home at 1.00 at least.

Time isn't enough, but I AM NOT WORKING YET!!


Aiya...